Wake up with a heavy feeling in my chest
I take my 20 drops of happiness
I hope you can't relate to this
If you do, I'm sorry for you
I'm so numb, I really couldn't care less
So I remind myself of all my regrets
I ran out of tears to cry
But I'm still always a mess
I don't think love is real
It's just a concept that was made up
Feels like an inside joke
That I've never been part of
I don't think love is real
'Cause I can't touch it, see it or feel
If it's an inside joke
Then please let me be part of it
My mom says it's a phase, I'll get over it
But I've been in my head since 7th grade
I thought it was normal to feel like this
But I'm so sick and tired of ever bit
Go to sleep with a heavy feeling in my chest
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel happiness
I hope you can't relate to this
If you do, I'm sorry for you
I don't think love is real
It's just a concept that was made up
Feels like an inside joke
That I've never been part of
I don't think love is real
'Cause I can't touch it, see it or feel
If it's an inside joke
Then please let me be part of it
